While living in Papua New Guinea we hiked about half hour into the jungle to an old abandoned air strip where parts of a World War II plane sits being over taking by rust and vines. This country is full of artifact from World War II. Old tank tracks are on a lot of beaches, rusted out shells. Your first thought when you see this stuff is, why don't theses people use this to draw tourist to their country. Because it's an undeveloped country most of it just sits abandoned.
There are times in our life when trials come and we are confused, angry and seemingly not hearing from the Lord. We "feel" abandoned, all on our own, forsaken or deserted like an abandoned plane. It's in these times we need to fall back on what we do know for sure. Though we may not always be actively aware of the Holy Spirit he is always there to give us guidance and comfort by bringing to remembrance what God has already taught us. Waiting for God to speak in some magical way will keep us from embracing what we already know.
Chuck Bomar talks about this in his book, Better Off Without Jesus. It's one thing to teach on truth; it's another to embrace it personally. I always seek to embrace things before I teach on them, but the truth is, I was going to have to embrace these principals in much more intimate way that ever before.
A desire to hear the Holy Spirit speak shouldn't lead us to beg for a new revelation as to seek to embrace what has already been revealed.
Two principals Chuck was reminded of that is spoken over and over again in the Word.
Denial of self and dependence on God.
Any time we are in a crisis of faith we need a foundation as we deal with the process of the issues at hand.
A crisis of [faith] belief is not a calamity in your life but a turning point where you must make a decision. You must decide what you truly believe God said. (Blackaby)
When the time came for Jesus to return to heaven He did not ask the disciples to believe in who He was but what He said. John 14:26. They were facing a crisis of their faith and Jesus was promising them He was not abandoning them. That all He had taught them for three years was not in vain. Truth would become solid in their hearts even if they could not touch Him physically anymore. He had a better way to strengthen and encouraged them.
In steps the power of the Holy Spirit forever to be in the lives of every believer. He is not hinder by space, distance or by our lack of ability, his only hindrance is we who will not deny self and trust God. His powers are up there with God, he knows all, sees all, works all things for our good and God's glory. Most important is he always lifts up Jesus. When people say you are a Jesus person I believe the Holy Spirit smiles. (Betty's paraphrase).
What the lost and other Christian needs to see from us is not a person who walks around with a sad face during our trials because we "feel" abandoned. But someone who has abandoned all to follow the King of Kings and Lord of Lords.
What has God taught you from your "crisis of faith"?
Need a good book: check out Chuck Bomar's...Better Off Without Jesus.