Fifteen years ago, I began writing what would become a book about forgiveness and God’s incredible love for me. Though it rested unfinished on my computer for many years, a nudge from my brother-in-law (who recently published his book on Vietnam) rekindled my resolve to finish it. Writing has brought up difficult memories from my childhood, moments that stir up anxiety. Yet, the Lord’s prompting remains the foundation of my journey, reminding me that He walks alongside me through it all.
Yesterday, as I shopped at TJ Maxx with my daughter and her mother-in-law, we went our separate ways. I found myself browsing purses when two teenage girls approached me. Boldly and beautifully, they began to witness to me about Jesus’ love for me. They handed me a piece of paper with words that touched the depths of my soul. Tears streamed down my face as I read it, feeling as if God had sent two angels to lift my heart.
I was so impressed by their courage and faith that I prayed for them. As they walked away, they reminded me, “Jesus loves you.”
It was as though He used those two young messengers to say, “Keep going, my child. I am with you.”
What a beautiful reminder of His unconditional love and encouragement—right when I needed it most. This is why I must finish my book, to share the story of forgiveness and His unwavering grace.
Thank you, Lord, for your perfect timing. 
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May Jesus heal you from things you don’t talk about. Amen
What an encouraging testimony! The young know Him too.
ReplyDeleteThank you Sandi for commenting on my post. About three weeks before that happened I ask the Lord to let me know for sure He wanted me to write a book. The first chapter has been the hardest because its about growing up in an abusive home and it caused me to have PDST and anxiety issues for most my life. God had helped me deal with it all after I got saved. Some would say, just get over it, easy to say but there is no really getting over it, there is only grace to live with it. It's only when I have flash backs that it becomes an issue of anxiety. Pray all is well with you.
DeleteIndeed, Betty, this was a God-inspired connection! Now, there's no stopping Him from helping you to write that book. Blessings!
ReplyDeleteHello Martha, I have been absent from my blog for several months due to dealing with some health issues. I had to post about those young sweet girls to witness. It was such a God sent conversation and had brought me out of a depression. He is such a personal God to us all. Blessings. By the way, how is your husband doing?
DeleteWay too many things are hidden in the deepest recesses of our minds. Only Jesus can heal them, but they need to be brought out of the dark. May He heal your heart.
ReplyDeleteHello Bill, missed you and your wise comments. You are so right about thing kept hidden. I have been seeing a Therapist and she is a Christian and it has helped me greatly to have someone safe to share my thoughts with. How is your family doing. I have missed blogging but life got in the way but I think as soon as I finish my book I will get back to it full time, I do miss the wisdom I gleamed from all my blog friends. Blessings brother.
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